Pfft...boys
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Lifehouse - You and Me
Topic: Rant

OKAY

  I may be a little tired of the male gender.  OK, I'll be perfectly honest with you, I am SUPER tired of the male gender.  Mr "I still want to be friends, you really mean a lot to me" said that he was going to text me this past weekend.  Well...I can now shorten the name to Mr "I lie".  HE IS SO NOT WORTH MY TIME.

...but then why can't I stop thinking of him??

  As much as I'd like to pretend that I understand why people do what they do....well...I suppose I do understand a lot of the time, and maybe the fact that I do is why I get so FREAKIN frustrated.

  *deep, cleansing breath*

  I am going to go back out into that dating world.  I am going to just have fun.  Who cares if anything gets serious.  I haven't really wanted any of the guys I've been with to get serious, it just kind of happened.  I'm not ready to be pinned down.  I am just going to....be

Gotta Live
Mood:  on fire
Now Playing: Snow Patrol - Hands Open

DAMN!  lol

  I'm feeling...alive!  I LOVE this feeling.  This...burning, powerful energy that I can feel radiating through my body.  I feel like I want to fly and swim and run.  I want to move, to feel, to dance my ass off.  I want to flirt!

  I am so done with the guy who used to be my boyfriend.  He wanted to be friends, but I think that I want to be my own person, and I want to be able to be who I am without having him judging me.

  I am going to jump back into the world.  I am going to go out.  I am going to break some hearts and take some names.  And when all is said and done, I am going to live with no regrets.

  World, here I come!

It Begins
Mood:  hug me
Now Playing: Lifehouse - Everything

Think about yourself one year ago.  Really think.  How much have you changed?

  Me?  I've changed a lot.  I've moved away from my friends and started up again in a new, much larger, city.  I've become a university student.  I've learned (the hard way) that you have to earn every little thing that you get.  I've cried, I've been heart broken, I've gotten my first kiss, my first boyfriend, got dumped for the first time, and I have survived.

  I feel like I'm a completely new person.  In fact, I know that I am a new person.  People who once intimidated me now are nothing more thatn annoyances from my past.  I've worked my ass off to make dealines, and I've made some really hard decisions.  I now know that I am capable.  I can do this thing, I can live this life.